god thursday was SO boring at work! everyone fuckin called in! andujuar, kim, n bernie all fuckin called in for a minute thurr i thought i'd be all alone because efrain wasnt there yet so im freakin out thinkin omg this is gonna be the longest god damn day and then he showed up 20 minutes late.. lmao i was so happy im like omg efrain thank god you're here i thought i was gonna be all alone!!!! lmao he just laughed at me and told me he freakin got lost lmao the dork! well i guess tameka was there but shes one of my new peoples ya know... i've known the other people longer! lol oh and abdu wasnt there.. but tesfaye, omar, n solomon were thurr so i had muh boys! lmao just not my hubby!! im so weird.. anyway...

this weekend has kinda been boring, but whats new?! thurrs nothin to do thurrs nothin on tv! ahhh! yesterday on my day off i actually woke up at like 7! wow i know! lol um i just played around on the puter for a lil bit then kim called me n was tellin me that her and bernie were in desoto applying at this place to work.. she wanted me to run out to the driveway n wave to her lmao wtfever i was in my damn jammies! but i did see her drive by and she honked lmao shes a freakin retard! at 10:45 i had to take junior down to the vet to get his rabies n booster shots, he scratched the hell outta me on my way down there lol. um omg lmao last night i called tatie ya know like i always do when wrestling is on.. she was so friggin hyper! dont give tatie energy drinks!! lmao we were laughin so hard my god i haven't laughed that hard in a while.. LOVE YOU TATIE!! lmao i was tellin andujuar about us last night and he was laughin hes like "you shoulda 3 wayed me!" lmao i should have! i didnt even think of that, damn! andujuar called me last night when i was talkin to tatie and i told him i'd call him back and well when i did he didnt answer.. that ass fell asleep! JEEZ! he called me today tho and we talked for like 10 minutes and he told me he'd call me right back and an hour later he actually called me back lol he was really fuckin hyper and he was freakin out cause i was tellin him how much money i have in the bank LOL cause i got my tax return today OMG im rollin yall im rollin! lmao and to think imma be gettin paid on thursday.. AHHH!!!! andujuar is gonna be attached to my fuckin hip lmao he wants to come to my house to look on the internet for a car but he doesnt have a way out here cause he has no car! i told him to ride home with me and we'd take him home and hes like "oh no no i cant do that i live too far koddie!" so i was tellin my mom and shes like "tell him to stay the night, the couch folds out into a bed!" lol i doubt he'll stay the damn night but shes gonna tell him when he calls me back.. he had to run to his house to get some more clothes... hes been staying with his sister. he used his sisters car to go home.. he needs to drive out to my house lmao but his sister would kill him cause i guess shes goin out tonight and wants her car back! anyway yeah all i've really done today is watch a shit load of episodes of In Living Color on BET (its still goin on, it'll be on until 3am lmao) and we ran to costco cause i needed some kitty litter and some batteries fer work n stuff! thats all i've really done! god i wanna go somewhere, im freaking out! why did andujuar's car have to fuckin break down... jeeeez! i really wanna go shopping! i want a new outfit and shoes really bad! maybe i can talk my mom into that tomorrow :o) hehe we'll see!! i haven't treated myself like that in a while cause i've had no money!

anyway um i guess thats all fer tonight, i dunno what else to talk about.. imma download some music and wait fer andujuar to call me back!! i'll update soon!

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god damn people kristal was driving me crazy today!!! errr i was having some problems with my sealer, he wasnt fucking listening to me when i'd tell him to do something and it was getting really fucking irritating and all kristal had to say was "well koddie what are you going to do about it" and im like all i can do is do the same damn thing i've done over and over thats why im coming to you and shes like "well koddie you need to figure out a solution" rar god why even fuckin bother asking for her help, it does no good! i had to fuckin threaten hector lmao.. you see he makes it so we slow down real bad so our numbers are really low and i try telling him how to not make us slow down and he just doesnt fuckin comprehend what im fuckin sayin.. but today i told him "look kristal has been watching us, she knows our numbers have been real low, we gotta work on this shit" and well he got mad for a minute.. like i fuckin care but he got over it and eventually started doin shit my way. then later when hector wasnt around kristal walks up to me "are you still irritated koddie" and im like no we had a talk and shes like "good let me know how it goes, i expect you to do better tomorrow. BLAH SEE i hate fuckin being in charge, i hate being bossy.. but i guess im fuckin stuck with the job.. im a level fuckin 3 trainer they gotta do what i tell them to do.. rar! and they want me to be a god damn line lead... HA i dont want that damn responsibility!!!! but whatever floats their boat!

ANYWAY god damn i just got done cooking me n andujuar's lunch for tomorrow.. i made pot roast with carrots n fried taters! hes had a bad week so i thought i'd be nice and cook him a lil somethin! i love my hubby what can i say! friday his damn car broke down and yesterday his phone got shut off AGAIN for the 2nd time in 2 weeks LOL so he wasnt in the best of moods yesterday! so for a day he had no car or phone.. thats like complete torture for andujuar.. he lives for his phone and car! hes having to stay with his sister right now, she works at lasercycle also but she has to be to work at 5:30 lmao so andujuar gets there really early, god the poor thing looks half dead! i got him some reese's today too so that'll cheer him up.. oh and they did finally turn his phone back on today.. next week they'll turn the damn thing back off again lol i just know it! he said if he happens one more time he'll say fuck sprint and go try verizon, lmao hes crazy! i've never had any problems with t-mobile.. his problem with t-mobile was he always went over his damn minutes so he had a $300 phone bill every month, that was his damn fault.. he talks too much!

o0o0o0o raw was good last night, mhm yep sure was! i got to see cena twiceeee.. he talked at the first of it and then he wrestled at the end :o) i loveeeeeee when he gets out thurr and trash talks people.. especially when its someone i dont like! like last night he was dissin on edge n lita.. they started all the shit though, he just came out n finished it! then he got to partner up with ric flair, he was so excited about that. he has a shit load of respect for flair... after the show he thanked flair for being his partner.. hes such a nice guy lol i watched him thanking flair on wwe.com unlimited :o).. yeah im addicted! lmao anyway imma get goin to bed now, im tired i've been goin to bed at like midnight lately, that aint happening tonight, hell no! ill update again soon!

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oh god, people crack me up you know it? they think they are so bad ass, talkin all this shit.. just wait it'll turn right around and bite them in the fucking ass! ahahah oh lord! oh and get this people... this stupid immature lil girl thought i was 40 years old HAHA oh xanga can be so entertaining!

ANYWAY didnt do a god damn thing this weekend... it was very nice, i didnt feel like doing anything. me and andujuar were gonna do something on friday but of course it had to storm and well his car isnt very trustworthy when its storming so we just talked on the phone most the day. i haven't talked to him since, i'll probably be calling him here soon after i call my dad! me n andujuar always talk on sunday night, its how we fall asleep! lol we're crazy!!! um o0o0o i did my taxes this weekend, hell yes! i cannot wait to get my tax return! my state tax return isnt very big but its better then nothing.. im loving my federal tax return.. fuck yes!!! i wont know what to do with all this fucking money! i do need to go get me some new shoes, me n andujuar need to go do that, go shoe shopping he keeps saying how he needs shoes! OH and i did open up a savings account FINALLY! i already put $100 in there and every paycheck i get im gonna put like $25 or $50 into it so it'll add up real nice :o) oh the lady that i've been workin with tameka said that whenever i'm ready to buy a car she'll sell me hers because shes gonna be buying a new one soon. she said she'll sell it to me for $500 which is a good damn deal the car is a 1995 Mazda 626 i believe!

heres a picture, im not sure what color tameka's car is tho!

its not bad lookin, i like it! anyway yeah um i guess thats all i have to talk about, nothin happened this weekend.. lol so im gonna go! i'll update soon, im sure shit will happen at work that i'll need to talk about!

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o0o0o0o PEOPLE!!!! i got a raise at work.. OMG im so fucking excited LOL... ya know how i was saying i wanted to quit and blah blah.. well with this raise i might just stay a lil longer! i went from making $8.65 an hour to $10 an hour.. wo0t!!!!!! i got my paycheck today, my raise is already on there ehehe PLUS i have overtime on there so i got $15 an hour for the overtime.. HELL YES ITS A NICE CHECK! i wanna go somewhere this weekend god damnit, imma be calling andujuar tonight and tomorrow.. imma bug the hell outta him i wanna go somewhere! he was freaking out over my check cause his was short cause he makes less although he did get a raise but he didnt get paid for last thursday cause we didnt work.. i used a vacation day for that day so that i'd get paid! but he was freaking out, hes like "omg koddie what are we doin this weekend!" lol then he was sittin thurr sayin "alright thats it koddie we're gettin married" lmao and im like what and hes like "im marrying you, makin all that money hell yeah im marrying you.. we can go to oklahoma and get married! we gotta share our money!" lmao whatever! but yeah kristal gave me a really good review on monday which totally shocked me! she told me im her best worker and that i always get my numbers and she could put me anywhere in the department and i could learn it and get my numbers. she told me if she was to put me over in cleaning i would probably catch on really quick and she told me i could possibly be a line leader (which make more money!) and that i have real potential, i could really go far in the company. fuck that.. im not goin far in the company i dont plan on staying there forever and retiring.. shit! lol i appreciate all she said but im not gonna go far at lasercycle! i'd rather be doin somethin i love, then somethin i cant stand!! anyway yeah just thought i'd update yall on my raise.. ehehehe! imma go now.. my show is gonna be on here soon!! so i'll update again soon when i get the time!!

i love you bethany, hang in there, im here for you remember that!!!!!

lub you so much tatie!!!!! :o) .... buttface i love you and miss you damnit!!!!!!

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